Only A Mere Woman

     Well, it's been a hard time trying to feed people, as I mentioned in my previous post. So, here's a recipe that I actually had success with two weeks in a row !  Original Recipe: roughly 3 lbs chicken breast 12 oz bbq sauce 4 oz Italian dressing 2 Tbs Worcestershire sauce 1/4 cup brown sugar Cook on low for 4-6 hours. I have the easiest time shredding it if I start the chicken frozen. Also, the hand mixer shreds it quite nicely.  The Super Successful Recipe I Used: 6 oz Newman's Own Honey BBQ Sauce 6 oz Heinz Carolina Mustard Style BBQ Sauce 4 oz Ken's Steakhouse Simply Caesar Dressing  2 Tbs Worcestershire Sauce  Cooking instructions are the same.  *Update: Been subbing Ken's Olive Oil and Vinegar Dressing with the same successful results. Have also used Italian. Basically it's just that good!*

     I have so many things to say. And basically am under orders to say them. Much of it best for a personal journal, but some...some I need to get out in a place where is "feels" like I'm being heard, and not just talking to myself more. Seems that's kind of a problem I have, internalizing everything , and not expressing enough.       Short version:  I started seeing a psychologist again (my old one, yay!) to see if perhaps I'm ADHD, or even possibly Asperger's, though I hear that diagnosis doesn't technically exist anymore. THIS ARTICLE is the one that got me thinking originally (especially the rejection sensitive dysphoria , ugh), and then I started checking off a lot of the attributes/experiences from THIS ONE , which was linked in some link that I followed from that first one, and yeah. Suddenly my life experiences started making sense, especially the feeling like I'm perpetually 12. Explains why I have a hard time being the authority figure. T